Rain Rain Rain...Seems to Dampen People Spirits!!

WOW!! Things still don't seem to have changed much on the smoking note. People still seem to be smoking around me, and half my family no longer seem to be wanting to talk to me also! Seriously, does it have to be like this, surly you want to help me right?!

I am saying this because this time exactly a year ago, I was stubborn and wasn't wanting to go to A&E with having my first ever  major attack that got me admitted for 10 days! I was honestly scared, didn't know what they would do or what would happen! I  cant believe a year has flown by though and all that has happened, is me getting worse and worse as time has gone on! Cheery hey, and I'm still waiting for my referral for Birmingham, I hope its not that much longer!!

My volunteering role on another note is going swimmingly, I absolutely love it! I officially have an email address for the charity and a t-shirt!!! oh little things lol ... stupidly though this week I decided to do two days and in a row, huge mistake as I'm paying for it now, just hope my lungs get better with me having a bit of sleep tonight!

So, as the title mentions rain I guess I best make a little reference two it!! there's lots of it!!! ... and I love it, the fork lightening that we had on Tuesday night was absolutely epic, best ever, I just wanted to get out my camera and try and capture it, unfortunately for me though, I was in the fast lane of the M5 going home... don't think other drivers would have appreciated me stopping suddenly to start taking immense photos! oh and a drought in al this weather...what's going on!?!?!

The one thing I was looking forward to this month also never happened. I was supposed to be getting my last pay from my old job, yes granted it means I no longer have an income, but at lease I would have been able to pay off some of my built up debt...but stupidly I have as of yet still to receive it, somehow I think I wont be getting it in a hurry!

I got Mr Spice, a new home also, and what a mansion it is! he bloody loves it also, although he is being a lazy sod and pooping upstairs and not going downstairs to the toilet!! I have also camped him out with fantastic boredom busters also, so my little man is never going to get bored again hehe

Well, although I have lots and lots to ramble about, I should be off as tea is calling!!

TTFN

xxxx

A Bit Of This And A Bit Of That!!

Oh my what a week its been!!

Been looking after my mum lots since her operation nearly two weeks ago as she hasnt been very well at all, sadly though my lungs have also been getting worse and worse both day and night...after a two week battle at home, I went to the GP and before I sat down and opened my mouth he was saying that I was there for my asthma and that he was admitting me. I tried my bes to fight the admission, but I guess he was right and it was about time I got my lungs sorted for a little while again!
   So off I trundle to hospital and got put straight onto IV's in a hi dependency bed...oops didnt think I was that bad!

After a few days of IV's im home again resting up in the comforts of my own bed and free tv! YAY

On and even worse not though, my step sister decided to have a right old barny at me becuase I complained about the smoke from her and her dad ciggerettes was getting to much for me and making my lungs worse! 4 hours later she decided to give the nastiness up and she hasnt spoke to me since! she made me feel aweful, but I guess im entitled to an opinion and if I dont express how I feel how can anything be done, right!?

Well despite this, they havnt listened but I cant say ive never tried!

Rand hospital on Monday to chance my refereal to their specialist asthma clinic and I have an appointment in July so fingers crossed we may get something out of that and get these darn lungs sorted!

Well, TTFN shrek is calling ;)

xxxx