Ive had enough
i want it to end
ive done it before
ill do it again!!!!!
so, this is what i put last night as again for the third night in a row i have had no sleep and before that i have only had a few hours of sleep. and this is all because of infections and crappy asthma. i am ultimatly fed up with rubbish lungs, why cant they just behave for a little bit. a day or a night or even both. i would be happy then. im just not seeing light at the end of the tunnel and cant see my lungs getting better anymore. i tell people im not depressed and put this nice big smiley face on so my family can be happy as i dont want them suffering but see how down it is getting me and i have literally had enough...i currently hate my life right now... and to top it off i got turned down from uni becuase of my health...
...got another meeting at work on tuesday with hr and it doesnt look good at all. just wish that there was a cure for asthma right now..
xx
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