Depression

Yes i know i keep banging on about it, but for me this is my current life. Its not getting an better right now.

My other half is still getting stupid stupid amounts of hell from her parents. To the point of today her mum left the cooking stuff and our bowls on the side for us to wash as she was refusing to do. My other half left 2 bowls as they werent hers and her mum kicks off. We rsponded by saying she shouldnt have been so pathetic in the first place.

I mean come on really!? Somethings in life really arnt worth arguing about but shes making a huge point to make everything an argument.

I really really hope we can move out of this shit enviornment soon as its making me extremly depressed and ive also put on 5lb in 2 weeks because my diet has been crap through my depression.

On a happy note...Dixie is jumping around the bedroom eating moths...

TTFN

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Out With The Old - In With The New!!

Ok so it seems I have slacked a little with the blog side of things, whoops, I personally blame Christmas!!

So I'm trying to think for where we left off and I'm mega failing...

Well in brief, I have got an interview for Uni in the middle of this month, ive got another appointment for Birmingham, and I have also got my court case for fighting to get DLA which could be rather stressful I think!!

Going back a few weeks though, I have spent lots of time with the amazeballa girlfriend who has been beyond support its unbelievable!! We had our first mini Christmas as I couldnt get down actually on Christmas day. We swapped gifts at this time also and she got me the most amazing present ever!! Very thoughtful!!

As mentioned in previous posts I was going to be volunteering in a homeless shelter on christmas day, I had been to all the briefing and meetings and all was going swimmingly, untill of course I got admitted to hospital with my Asthma and didnt get let out untill Christmas eve to which it was still un safe for me to be volunteering, and good job I didnt as by boxing day I was poorly again and was taking a visit to the out of hours gp, what a fun filled christmas hey!!

Ive been bouncing up and down to cornwall visiting the lush other half, and we went back to eden project as I now have free entry for a year-bargain!!

I have also gone back and visited some of the staff  at my old works and it was super lush, and I also got to have a walk around the new ward that if my health wasnt such a nightmare I would be working on, ans its super cool!!

Today though I have been a little poorly where I didnt sleep very much as all last night and I have also been massively sick, it wasnt very nice at all!!

But onwards and upwards, got a uni inteview in a few weeks and I need to prepare!! Yay!!

Oh and I nearly forgot, Asthma UK have Bern in contact and want to do a press release on the sponsored walk in February!!

TTFN

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Reindeer at eden

funky flower at eden

freaky spider at Eden *BitesNails*