Pharmacy

Im so angry i could literally cry.

I ordered my medications from pharmacy a week ago. They told me on wednesday they werent ready so had to dive into my emergency steroids.

I get my drugs today and they tell me yes everything is there we dont owe you anything this time. Perfect i thought because of going away on Sunday.

There i am doing my medications tonight to try and help my other half out and low and behold no steroids in my bag from todays order.

Fuck

Ive no steroids at all.

So i ring my local pharmacy and i get cut off. So i ring minors and switch board wouldnt put me through to them they just transfered me to out of hours gp. Who refused to help me.

So im screwed and literally crapping it.

Ive been on steroids long term for 4 and a half years now and my adrenal glands no longer work so if i dont take a does of steroids tomorrow its not just my lungs thatll be pissed off, my whole freaking body will shut down.

Im going into another pharmacy tomorrow to plead with them to help me. If not ive got to go to hospital and my weekend at the craft fair, visiting my sister for her birthday and going away to dorset with my girlfriend wont be happening and that also means £100 down the drain for cancelling the hotel at last minute.

I cant believe my pharmacy for doing this. Ive had a cock up with them on every order so far and i order drugs weekly because the gp wont increase the amount of tablets etc i can be given at a time. Ive also been with this pharmacy now for 10 months. You think they would have got their act together.

Well, ive now got a splitting head ache so im off to bed

TTFN

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Devestated

Some people may say, atleast you know whats causing your trouble and others may say, its not that bad, ive had it but for me, its really got me down.

The reason it has got me down is because its the 3 bit of crappy news ive had this year so far and were literally only half way through.

I had Taunton hospital ring me yestersay saying theyve had my MRI results back fot my right hip. It turns out i havnt been making up my pain just to get morphine as some doctors have said, but infact i have a lebral tear in my right hip meaning i need to have surgery as soon as they can get the whole team together for me.

Im having the surgery down in Truro though as it can be done key hole down here rather than open surgery that Taunton can only do. So i have to wait for my care to be transfered over first.

The reason this bit of news has devestated me, isnt just the fact that doctors wasnt believing me but its also the fact that i flat line and stop breathing everytime i have a general.

Yes im aware that i dont have to have a general, but ive not been given these option as of yet. I guess each hospital has their own policies.

Only time will tell.

TTFN

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