Literally, after today i really cant take any more.
All weekend ive been spiralling further and further down because of things that are going on and im getting toy far into my depression im now struggling to pull myself out.
Being at mums was good in the fact that it was just me and my beautiful girlfriend but in theory it was just putting off the inevitable.
As soon as we got home, the shit literally hit the fan.
Argument kicked off, we were called ever name under the sun and we were made to feel like utter crap
And guess what the cause of it was...yup you got it, the happiest day of our lives, our wedding.
My family have suprisingly been very supportive and happy for us. My partners on the other hand have really really kicked off, to the point theyve now told me im no longer doing their wedding photography and my partner is no longer their bridesmaid. All this is because they arnt coming to the "ceremony" section of our wedding.
We are both so upset.
Its our day, we dont get why we are being treates like this.
Ive now contacted the welfare team for the councel explaining the urgency to get our own house as i fear that if im kept in this situation i will try to end my life again. They are just seeing what they can do to help and then will get back to us.
In good news though, ive now completed hat number 150 so another box is complete and ready to send.
TTFN
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Oh no hun. Hang on in there. You have your lovely partner and the support of your family and friends. I know it must seem impossible right now, but you will make it through this. Really hope the council get you a place really quickly. Thinking of you xx
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